I had a bad fall off a horse in Feb and have been trying to recover from a brain injury since. I was wearing a helmet, but went down head first, did not catch myself with my hands or anything. (Caught up in reins and one foot temporarily caught in stirrup) Helmet has many cracks, ER doc figures I probably wouldn’t be alive without it or if I was, I’d be a drooling mess. I had some minor concussions previously and given that brain trauma is cumulative, it finally caught up with me.
All I want to do is ride again, but I have not been cleared to do so. I’ve only been in serious rehab since July, so I have a fair bit of work ahead of me still. I’m still using a cane to walk and even with it, I’m pretty unsteady.
My doctor has said until I can walk more reliably, riding is out of the question. Given that I’m still falling at least once a week with my feet on the ground, he feels its just too risky to put me up 5 or 6 ft in the air on a horse with its own mind and opinions. He even feels that therapeutic riding is just too risky right now.
He doesn’t guarantee me that he’ll ever clear me for riding, but he knows that eventually I will ride again with or without his permission, so he’s trying to work with me to get me there.
In your case, I think you should listen to your doc for now… like me, you’re still in the early stages of recovery. Brain injury recovery is measured in months and YEARS not days and weeks.
I definitely don’t think you’re stupid for wanting to ride again… I think that desire will help get you through the recovery process. Just don’t rush it. THAT’s the stupid thing to do. And know that you might have to change some of your riding goals and ambitions.
I’m pretty sure my days of riding greenies are now done. As I told my husband, the next horse I’m looking for is one that’s just a bit less than dead. Sounds awful, but something old with maybe a minor lameness that keeps its from wanting to be too nutty might just work out ok.
Husband thinks the only horse I should get on is one that needs quarters to run and even then I should wear my helmet.
So yeah… ride again… just not yet. Patience. If you want to talk, feel free to pm me.
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