Well, I do plan to keep volunteering. I hope I didn’t come across as unwilling or not a team player. They did seem disorganized to me (as compared to your run-of-the-mill kids’ lesson program), and there wasn’t an instructor the way you’re describing. The lesson was run by an OT who was not horse experienced and was relying on the volunteer to do all the horse handling. It was a quiet afternoon at the barn, and while I’m sure there were other people on the premises, it didn’t feel like it. It felt like it was just us, which I think was more unnerving than if I had the feeling someone more knowledgeable was waiting in the wings.
Still, at the end of the day, like you said about the saddle, it doesn’t take a seasoned horse professional or a perfect tack fit to lead a chill horse at the walk for a few laps in each direction. It’s also completely possible I caught them on a bad day. They’re a newer program with only a few horses. My initial takeaway was that volunteers and horses don’t mix — there is too much flakiness, a program needs real staff. But maybe this program does have more involved staff, and I just managed to miss them.
I did kind of rush to judgment (your post is making me realize that), but I also think it was a strange scenario and maybe outside the norm for therapeutic riding programs. I will also say it was my second time trying to schedule an orientation; the first time, I showed up and there was literally not a soul at the barn. So I’ll admit even going into it, I had a little trepidation around their organization. Still, I thought the horse was a gem and I love working with kids, so I’ve signed up for more sessions. Could be a good opportunity to make an impact at a place that’s just getting started!