I watched the video-a lovely mover, you have a figure to die for that paints a pretty picture on a horse, and I like your elastic following seat in the canter. Honestly, I mean this- just a lovely pair.
Ok, time for butthurt. I wonder, since that initial halt is not forward, and then she falls apart coming out of it, that while judges are supposed to judge only the last movement, that was a poor first impression to make. The overall impression is of a horse who would very obediently give you too much and curl. She needs to be invited to be up and out- and whomever just posted about the slightly closed throatlatch above, I entirely agree. She’s a NICE mare, and I think judges very much advocate for the horse and giving you some food for thought. oh wait wait, some butthurt for thought. We go ride tests because we are willing to power through the butthurt to the teaching moments. We don’t learn a lot from the butthappy comments, I mean they are nice, yet how are we to learn and grow if we don’t ask others to hurt our butts from time to time? Manage your responses to the butthurtitude, seek the kernels of fact and truth, and you shall see your way free of the butt, and you won’t hurt anymore in no time!
PS- I also suffer with depression. Sucks, doesn’t it? Now go ride your horse.