Well, One Gray Pony…
I am sitting here in bed on a Saturday night having just read your posting about your riding and the severity of your accidents. I am really feeling you are one tough cookie and are really in touch with the mind/body connection and have taken the time to heal.
Well, I hadn’t and learned my lesson. I wouldn’t call me tough…stubborn, bullheaded and insane have all been words used to describe me I’m actually quite a weenie about pain.
You know what happens next, right? I went to swing leg over into saddle well…my body wouldn’t move that way. I landed booty onto the cantle and greenie leaps into a full gallop and headed fast for a fence. (Again!).
Ouch!
Okay…I am done for six to eight weeks. What the heck was I thinking???
The same thing I was thinking when I got on my greenie after a serious injury. Which was “oh, I’ll just go for a little hack, what could POSSIBLY happen?”.
I don’t want to lose all of the conditioning, leg strenthening, forward progress I have made over the last year! This is heart breaking. I mean…I love the challenge, the ups and downs. But never, never have I been faced with this serious an injury.
I understand. It sucks. It really really sucks. But I will tell you that there’s a real benefit to taking it slow. I’m still forcing myself to take it slowly. I’m eyeing up Canter horses right now, wanting a second horse to bring on. And reminding myself that that may be the dumbest idea EVER. I need to give myself more time to get secure and solid in the saddle. I need to get back to the point where I have more good rides than rides where I feel awkward and goofy.
Then maybe I can eye up a second OTTB.
Maybe.
Time to whine --it looks like the last couple of months of the year are going to be awful. 7 days a week type awful
Uggg, I’m sorry Tarheel. I finally rearranged my life so that I wasn’t in that position. Took me awhile to do that and now that turnouts have changed I have to figure it all out again growl
I have good news everyone… I finally had a great ride, AND I didn’t fall off! My trainer jokingly said “So the princess is staying another week?” It almost felt like for the first time she was listening to me, and taking my advice rather than trying to figure everything out on her own.
Congrats LuvMyRide!!! That’s great!!! Hold onto that feeling…it’s a good one!
I find all this chiropractor stuff fascinating. I’ve been extremely resistant to going, because the last time I tried to go to one she said she wouldn’t work on me due to the condition of my back. Which scared me. I have pretty bad stenosis (narrowing of the spinal canal). The doctor that looked at my MRI said “wow, you have the spine of a 60 year old”. When my muscles get tight they pull just a little bit on my vertebrae and I get tingling and numbness. I still can’t feel my left pinky. If I had two brain cells to rub together I just wouldn’t ride, but that’s SO not an option. Tried that and let’s just say I’m not pleasant to be around when horses aren’t in my life. I’m quite sure that back surgery will be in my future, so I’m trying to plan for it.
I’m still struggling with this concept that I am older now. And that bits of me are going to start falling off rapidly. I’m not even that old. I’m really not. sigh