I understand your decision, sometimes its just not the moment to let them go. I am glad the rads āmade the decisionā for you, so to speak. That is always the best.
A little story to punctuate that point. When Baxter was five months old he mysteriously damaged his elbow and the initial rads showed a probable displaced fracture bed through the growth plate. NOT a good prognosis but we decided to take him to the orthopedic surgery center anyway and see what they had to say. Long story short, the second set of xrays showed NO fracture bed and no reason for the swelling and extreme pain he was in. He came home sedated and on pain meds. In a week it was as if whatever it was, had never happened.
We almost euthanized him when we looked at the first rads. The fracture bed was so clear and the only question was, was it completely displaced, NOT was it fractured. My initial reaction and intuition - that it was not his day to die - saved his life - and some sort of divine intervention, because radiographs dont lie and artifacts arent that huge or clear.
He is sitting next to me right now
enjoy your girl, and best wishes to you both.