Keep trying to push those “why me” thoughts out of your head. I have a chronic degenerative back arthritis that is causing my spine to fuse. I had to quit working at the show barn, and quit everything for a few months. No job, no anything, just going to doctors to try and figure out what was wrong.
When I finally got a diagnosis, and a better understanding of what to expect of my life, I bought a horse. A 14h 2 year old QH that was just SO adorable. I couldn’t help myself. I went out looking for a seasoned trail horse and got a 2 year old. Well, good thing about western horses is that she was a very well trained two year old.
Anyways, getting her was the best thing I have done for myself in a while. She has made me realize why I got into horses in the first place. I have no showing goals for her at the moment. Just goals like, lead changes at the end of her 4 year old year. I just want a downright broke horse. Not like the crazy sale horses I used to ride and jump over 4 feet. I look back at that and think “how did I ever feel safe on a horse like that!” Nonetheless, it feels like I have my first pony back again…except now I know more things haha
Somedays, I can’t even lift the saddle onto her back…so we just go at it bareback. Sometimes, I can’t bend over to pick out her feet…so I have a little stool to sit on and she’s learning to just keep her foot on my knee as I pick it up.
Best therapy ever.