I have nerve damage. Update: Let me tell you me tale of woe #230

I don’t have first hand experience with it thankfully but I think the simulator is less nasty than the catheter that puts meds in the epidural space all the time. It’s worth a try if nothing else works.

I have been trying to get my pain Dr to inject my SI joint for a year now but everyone was convinced my pain was coming from the disc. He finally injected it yesterday so I am hopeful that the problem is solved temporarily at least.

After reading more about the stimulator, I’ve decided I need to avoid it at all costs. I will not be able to ride again with that implant. I’m going to see another spine specialist in January for a second opinion about my back. I have a thickened L5 nerve root, and I want to know if it’s causing some of my leg pain. One guy looked at my MRN and spent 5 minutes looking at me and said it was nothing - but he asked no questions about my leg pain as if it were entirely separate. My physical therapist thinks it may be a big deal and got me the name of someone else. It would be great if it was my back so I wouldn’t have to get the nerve in my leg cut out.

Laurie, sounds like you have the opposite problem - everyone thinks it’s your back and not your SI. Everyone thinks it’s my femoral nerve and not my back. Those blocks feel good after they kick in. :wink:

I really think you should try Dr Macafee. He is the best and will tell you so in no uncertain terms! A great surgeon needs a big ego!

Where is he? The spine surgeon I’m going to next was recommended by my PT, and best of all he’s close. I am so tired of going all over Maryland several times a month. The car rides are very hard on me.

St Joseph’s in Towson. http://www.drmcafee.net/

Hey there

Was thinking of you the other day and just wondering how you were doing these days? Hope you are feeling better!

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Sort of in a holding pattern. My leg still shocks me frequently, but I can walk better. Some days I can push through the pain, but I am on more meds than ever. I had another surgery 4 days before Christmas where they removed the nerve that runs down the back of my leg. I can’t feel anything down to the back of my knee now, yet the broken nerve is still acting nasty. I’ve had 4 nerves cut now and 9 surgeries since this started 3 years ago.
Thanks for thinking of me. I haven’t been keeping up with this thread since I haven’t much felt like talking about the lack of progress.

If I could just ride, just one day again… I think about all the days I didn’t go because it was too cold or too hot. I wish I had those days back. :cry:

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And it sounds like driving is out too… Hope they figure it out and you feel better.

I really have no way to train her to drive and no where to do it if I could. Not a very horse driving friendly location where I live. :confused:

If we built some giant mounting block where you just sort of lowered yourself onto the horse do you think you could tolerate a pony ride type of thing where someone lead you around?

Therapeutic stables should have double ramps and even lifts if you want to give 'em a try…

Laurie, my horse is so short someone could probably throw me up on top of her. My left leg is too weak for me to mount, but I can climb a mounting block. But then I can’t get off!
I spent all day at Mercy Hospital in Baltimore talking to yet another pain specialist. I am a good candidate for a spinal stimulator and am going to do a trial in July. If it works, I could get off all of my drugs and have a fairly normal life again. Whenever I ask about horseback riding though, my doctors ALL cringe - literally. I have a Paso Fino! No bouncy! I will get one of those fancy x-country air vests in case I come off.
The spinal stimulator is the end of the line. They don’t think cutting anymore nerves will fix the problem. I have not had good luck with the nerve resections so it’s hope this works or live with it forever.

They are talking about doing a trial with a stimulator for me as well but thankfully it won’t be anytime soon as I am doing relatively well at the moment. Let them cringe! I love my pain specialist, he is doing everything he can to keep me on a horse. Plus he looks like Johnny Depp!

I’m glad to hear you are doing better. It gives me hope!

Oh, man, I didn’t know this was you. So sorry to finally see this thread and hear about all of this. WIll keep my fingers crossed for you that things turn out well. Wish I was closer.

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Oh, man, I didn’t know this was you. So sorry to finally see this thread and hear about all of this. WIll keep my fingers crossed for you that things turn out well. Wish I was closer.[/QUOTE]

Me too! There are so few Paso people around here.

GotGait, I just read your thread and I am so sorry you have to go through all of this. I started having shocks down my back and legs in mid-October 2012 and by the end of October was walking wobbly. Endless rounds of doctors/tests/may have MS that scared the bejezzus out of me. They ruled out MS and it is spinal stenosis of the thoracic which is rare. By that time I am walking with a cane and have a handicap card for my vehicle. Still riding SLOW at a walk but have to have someone hold my horse to get on and off but grateful for the ride. I had surgery on April 15 and OMG woke up in more pain than I care to remember. On gabapentin and a bazillion other drugs.

I can walk better now but my balance is still off. Can’t ride - don’t know when I will be able to ride. My legs and feet are still numb. Sick of having issues - glad that I didn’t have MS or ALS or any number of scary stuff they told me it could possibly be.

I hope you improve each and every day. I am going to join the wellness center so I can swim. I have a bum knee and it bothers me now and keeps me from walking to strengthen my back. Dang…it is always something and bless my hubby’s heart…he is not a nurse of any sort. I want to drop kick him for a field goal on a regular basis. I miss my horses. I can go see them now but it isn’t the same as tacking them up for a ride.

I rode!
My husband and a barn friend helped me tack up and get on and away I went on my Paso who has not been ridden in a year. And… she would not go above a walk. She is a pistol who loves going fast! She finally shuffled a little faster for me. She has always taken care of me and is worth her weight in gold. She somehow knows I am messed up.
My husband has to pick me up off of her at the end, and she stood like a statue. I love this horse so much.
Best.day.ever. :smiley:

That’s fabulous! :slight_smile: how did you feel after?