Thanks all. I truly hope your day is better now, since you all got this off your chests. I posted this thread to ask about how to set up a safe space for kittens once they were old enough to safely go outside when they were months older.
I’m very glad to hear, over and over, how cruel I am for taking in dumped cats, providing them a place to be and being unprepared for kittens so I was in regular contact with a vet who told me what to do and what to feed them. I’m very glad to hear how awful of a person I am and how callous everyone seems to think I am for not showing more emotion over the loss of the kittens. I’m glad everyone knows me so well that they can judge so quickly and I hope that every single one of you is 100% perfect in every single aspect of your lives.
You’re all entitled to your opinions. But to be called cruel, callous and accused of being casual about suffering. That is hurtful and untrue, especially if you knew me personally. I may not be a vet and I may have absolutely no experience with kittens, but I did my absolute best to make sure these creatures were safe and warm. I was in near constant contact with a vet, asking and re-asking and checking. I was concerned about the kittens and their weight, but the vet assured me the important thing was that they weren’t losing weight. That’s why I started supplementing them, because they weren’t gaining weight. I could see them suckling on mama. Cruel would have been to just accept that as fine, but I still supplemented them and fed them every 2 hours. They were three days old. I started feeding them at day 2 when I realized maybe mama wasn’t getting enough into them. They still died. I’m not a vet so everything I’ve posted about potential cause of death is purely speculation based Google, vet and everyone I’ve talked to with more experience than I do about kittens.
Thank you for calling me irresponsible for not getting cats spayed as soon as they show up on my property. I’ll just start turning the cats away, to continue down the road by which they came. Surely they’ll have a better shot against vehicles and predators than they will with such a cruel, callous and horrible person such as I.
And most of all, thank you very much for being so very welcoming and helpful. It has been an exceptionally difficult year for me as I’ve let on in a previous thread where I also got just abused for my horse getting put in a tie down ONCE by her trainer. This was just the perfect cap to it all.
Have a wonderful day, all of you.