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Please donāt feel disloyal for thinking of turning her out in a secure comfortable situation. You have invested a tremendous amount of time, energy, and care into her welfare. Giving her some completely down time may be just what she needs.
In the meantime you will being keeping your skills from becoming rusty.
Meanwhile I look forward to another round of snow/rain. Mud would be an improvement.;)[/QUOTE]
Thank you so much for the kind words.
The one-year anniversary of her surgery is tomorrow, and it is hitting me pretty hard. Iād made a bargain with myself ā that at one year, if she wasnāt noticeably better, Iād give myself permission to start looking at other horses (whether to buy or to lease.) And weāre thereā¦ she is better, but not sound and her progression towards soundness has slowed to nearly nothing. So I really, really, from the bottom of my heart, appreciate what you have said.
I longed her tonight since she was sore yesterday, and it was pretty badā¦ significant toe dragging with both hinds, when I could even get her to trot. Trot to the right was a fightā¦ with her leaping around, stopping, bucking etc. repeatedly before she gave me a trot, and one spectacular straight-up rear which came way too close to her flipping over, and when she landed she did not want to moveā¦ I really thought sheād damaged herself, though she eventually worked out of it. (She can be playful on the longe, but this was not playful behavior; this was serious āDONā WANNA!ā behavior on her part.)
Iām still going ahead with the mesotherapy as it would take at least a couple of months for me to make arrangements for her, get things worked out for a lease or purchase of a second horse, etc. And during that time, Iād like to keep trying to get her better.
Weāre going to get more rain, and hence more mud, here, too. Butā¦ for the first time since early January, the footing in the outdoor arena is visible, in a few small spotsā¦ so there is hope! You too will get there 