[QUOTE=Bluehorsesjp;2896726]
I think the hardest part for me right now is the emotional roller coaster.
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But having him get loose, watching him take a bad step, or maybe a short step is devastating. It brings me back to the fact that he might never jump again, he might not be sound enough for flat work, he might just be a pasture puff. And the whole cycle starts again.
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I am looking forward to a healthy recovery in 2008.[/QUOTE]
Blue - I know all to well what you are feeling. I discovered that my horse was lame on 1/26/07. It took a little while to discover why he was lame - initially we thought it might have been a bruise. As a result, he did not start his stall rest right away - ended up in stall rest by mid to late Feb.
However, the Dr at WSU gave permission for a small turn out "not to exceed 30ā x 30ā " at the beginning of June. Watching some of his antics at times (he was good for the MOST part) made me hold my breath.
And in July I became quite convinced that he would not recover. In August, he finally presented 100% sound and was approved to start under saddle walking.
Looking back, his antics actually make me feel better. If he can now run, buck, rear, leap, twist, turn etc. etc. and still stay sound - then jumping should be nothing. Seriously to watch this horse out in his fieldā¦well, jumping is nothing by comparison.
This is not to say I donāt knock on wood every time I say he is sound (or right now). And not to say I donāt have some trepidation about the future (will he hold up as an upper level eventer). But it does lend me some comfortā¦it is sort of āthe glass is half fullā way of looking at it (and no it isnāt what I first thought - someone else pointed it out to me!).
Hang in there - every time the roller coaster goes down, it comes back up :yes: