Thank you for asking this. I find myself blanking when I see my doctor and this whole situation makes me seem like my PT is useless, considering the insurance company didn’t care what they said. MY PT did leave the company I was with as of the 30th, but tried to bring another PT on and updated about my situation. I asked the new one last night these questions, and specifically about riding, because I chose to try to get on and ride this weekend.
…which was absolute sh*tshow, I will say. I got on for about 5-10 minutes, walking, and getting on and moving my leg was so hard. The act of having my foot in the stirrup and bent was excruciating, but mentally I felt good because I was finally on! Fast forward to Sunday, where I couldn’t walk, and yesterday where I was experiencing stabbing pains that I was getting when I wasn’t doing PT. The whole last week they started me on exercises they thought would help me with riding, but it made the pain in my leg worse. Not a good sore pain, but hurting pain.
Well, the new therapist told me not to ride, told me not to do exercises that I felt were making me hurt all last week, and when I asked her what her long term goal was for me, she said “to be able to ride – you should know you will still have all the symptoms and that you’re going to plateau and at some point, PT won’t help” and I kind of just took that as she wasn’t going to be helpful anymore. I told her the insurance was trying to block me again, saying that I only have 5 more days to finish 12 more sessions, and asked if she would talk to them about it, to which I was met with a non-answer.
I’ll be calling insurance today to see if they’ll let me continue until the end. She says she wants me for 6-8 more weeks at least, but I can’t imagine how hard it will be to get more, considering the restrictions on the ones I just had and the fight it took to receive them.
Fingers crossed. I’m trying to avoid talking to someone about depression. I feel like it’s probably a good thing, but what I’ve been trying to avoid this whole time is being on medication on a daily basis… even if I could get some sort of outlook or plan, that might make me feel better. I have heard of synvisc in passing, not sure if it’s the same as the other stuff?