@pony_baloney. I would echo that no, you are absolutely not a wimp! Riding horses is not for the faint of heart and you are out there doing it!
My winter goals primarily involve our negotiating all 4 corners of the indoor arena with snow crashing off the roof and surviving. Neither my horse or myself are huge fans of riding indoors, but I have to be the one to make him feel safe about it.
If we can do that, along with all the basic “just riding better” things, I’d like to work more on the quality of the canter half passes, and heck, yes, the trot ones too. I aim to raise the scores for those by a point by next show season.
I’m very fortunate (if also very broke) that I’m in a full training program that I love. If the weather is too bad for me to get to the barn, (40 minutes of freeway driving over a difficult mountain pass.
I’m not risking life and limb for my hobby,) horse gets a great training ride.