[QUOTE=CVPeg;7123114]
So sorry you had that experience, BBHM. Wish you could offset it by having a wealth of better racing memories. Been there during breakdowns, but never close enough to see the injury, and always a screen was in place, or they were trailered away. Have witnessed more serious injuries in day to day experiences at barns (non-racing).
Hope you had someone there who understood what you were feeling as well.[/QUOTE]
Thank you, CVPeg. I was up in Saratoga for work and a coworker was with me (she’s not a horse person, but is a racing fan). I was pretty much inconsolable, and knew what was going on behind the curtain (I explained to her after I calmed a few hours), but it was seeing the actual injury that sent me over the edge. I can’t describe it without going into graphic detail…
I think if I’d witnessed a catastrophic injury in my daily barn routines, I’d probably stop riding forever.
I’ve seen 2 other breakdowns on TV, but it’s different in person. It’s more real, if that makes sense. And this was really graphic; if she’d been caught and euth’d on the back stretch I probably wouldn’t have posted what I did. The first one I watched I must have been 8 or 9; I saw the horse fall and when the curtain went up I just knew, I guess, what was going on. My parents wouldn’t let me watch racing for years after that. It certainly pulls you back in, but I don’t know if I can take another heartbreak like that.
Do they know when it happened? I haven’t been able to watch a replay, it’s not something I want to look for but my view from my seat was obstructed by the infield trees.
If you can believe it, I did a brief hot walking stint at Suffolk Downs. Track life wasn’t for me, but I have so much respect for the people in it. I loved going to the track, but I can’t take the risk of seeing that. I’m still not over it, it’s been hard to type this and not well up. I wish things had gone differently. 