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Just a quick update.

We lost Robert at the end of March. I knew he was very old, but he was healthy and happy still. He went down to roll and seemed to lose the ability to move his hind legs. It was sudden and unexpected.

We are really struggling with his barnmate Marlin. They were the only two horses we had for years and were very bonded. I was able to borrow a mare from a friend that same day, and have since been given a pony gelding as a companion. For the first week or so, Marlin was almost dangerous to himself and us. He’s had two minor colics. He was in such a frenzy - in a 12x24 stall - that we couldn’t catch him and he actually had a bloody nose. During his career as a speed horse, he never showed signs of bleeding and was never run on lasix, so this was totally unexpected.

Marlin has now become extremely attached to the mare. He panics when she is out of his sight. She is in the pen pictured here, and he is stalled. They trade places every day. They are not turned out together and can’t actually touch each other. The plan is for her to go home soon, and we’ll start putting the pony closer to Marlin to see if he’ll buddy up to him. We’ve also put him on reserpine but I haven’t seen a lot of improvement. It makes him drowsy, but he still panics when he thinks he is alone. He’s been hauled and shown for years, and has always been fine alone or with any other horse… just a solid good citizen. Watching him struggle has made this whole situation even worse.

Not sure what to do. I guess time heals, but it’s been rough.

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Can only offer the deepest sympathy for seeing that a beloved 31 yo horse is suffering. Even though you are doing everything to help him peacefully live out their final time.

This type of mental breakdown – devolving into chronic anxiety and easily-triggered panic, not recognizing the reality of their situation – can be a very rough characteristic of the final stages of aging life. Unfortunately there is no knowing how long it can last – days, weeks, months, years.

If this is what is happening, it doesn’t heal. It is part of the overall final decline. There is no reversing it. Not all natural final transitions are easy, painless or peaceful, as we wish they were.

If he were mine, given my past experience, I’d be strongly considering giving him the ā€˜easy ticket’ out, to stop his suffering. Knowing his condition overall may well become worse. IMO an easy transition is one of the greatest gifts we can offer. Even if it is desperately hard for us.

Much love and sympathy for you and your horse, whatever your journey is from here. :heart:

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I’m so sorry to hear that Robert crossed the rainbow bridge. He had a long and wonderful life. Poor Marlin I hope his heart heals soon. :heart: And I hope yours does too.

I’m so sorry :heartpulse: Poor you, and poor Marlin :frowning:

Aw man, I’m SO very sorry, both for the loss, and for the new stress :frowning: Can you try trazadone? It might be a better type of sedation than reserpine for him.