Looking for advice or experience with ACL injuries and how it affects you long term…
I got injured 1/19/19 at an ice hockey game. Heard the knee “pop” as someone fell on me and forced my knee to bend to the left, then, felt like my leg would slip out from under me any time I tried to bear weight. I played a few shifts but couldn’t push off, and had to sit out the rest of the game because my knee just wouldn’t support me. Went to orthopedist, they said my knee felt stable on palpitation but that it could be because I am so active/muscled over that area. Eventually had a CT Scan/IR (can’t do MRI because of a metal plate in my head). Had to wait a few weeks for consultation and diagnostics.
Lots of re-checkups, referrals to different orthopedists and $$ later, orthopedist gives me a nebulous answer: “may be partial or complete ACL tear, can’t tell which, check back in 3 weeks after PT, see where you are and if you want to pursue surgery. If you do surgery, it’s 9 months before you can ride or play hockey again. If you don’t do surgery it might heal on its own, or it might not, we don’t know.”
At the moment it’s fine to walk around in (.5/10 pain). If I articulate the knee fully (riding, chores for example), the pain rises right back to how it was the day it happens. After my previous check-up (before I pushed for a CT scan) they told me to “resume normal activity” (hockey 3-4x week, riding…) and… lol… I can’t do “normal” activities that require some degree of knee weight bearing or flexion. Doctor gave me PT exercises and some of them I really can’t do. I am not a wimp about pain and this knee has me wincing like a baby. It has now been a month and a half since the date of injury and I am still not riding, or playing hockey, because I don’t feel it is even at 50% much less 100%.
Is it worth it to commit to the surgery, even if you don’t have a definitive diagnosis? I’d be out for nine months according to orthopedist. I play hockey 3-4x a week… I ride every day… I’d be missing a full season of showing (ugh, another one, too - I missed last season as well :no: ), and obviously wouldn’t be able to play hockey either… But at the same time I am worried if I don’t get it surgically repaired that it might cause secondary injuries down the road, or that it might not heal at all and I might waste more time.
That being said, the knee is still bothering me and I am not sure if that is normal. So, I almost feel like I should push for the surgery.
I am just really not sure what to do. Any advice or insight in, would be appreciated.