(I’m posting mainly to vent…) I had never heard of DM (degenerative myelopathy) until my German Shepherd, Mischa, was diagnosed with it last year at just barely 8 and I hate this disease so much…
Shortly after the vet gave us her initial suspicions in January of last year, Mischa tore her ACL (CCL?). Then we took her to the emergency vet to get an idea of what surgery would cost. They referred us to the only neurologist in the area due to some of the neurological symptoms she was presenting (the DM). By the time the neurologist got her in & did an MRI it was May. His end diagnosis was she had DM and surgery could cause additional issues so he referred us to a PT place which also had a water treadmill.
With the help of PT, by mid summer she was able to go for walks again and things were happy. Then fall came and the DM started to noticeably progress. By Dec she needed support from her hind-end harness to walk comfortably. By Feb we were basically carrying her hind end.
Around this time I got her a “cart” so she could start going for short walks again. I wish I had bought it for her sooner, I just didn’t think she’d take to it as well as she did…At this point she’s still going to water treadmill 2x a week and I’m watching as she loses more and more control of her back legs and can’t control as well when she poops…
Now I’ll jump to recent days. She can’t squat very well to pee, she can’t empty her bladder completely on her own, is getting more and more incontinent, but she still wants to play with her ball, still wants to go for walks, still wants to “go swimming”, still is so very much “her”, and yet the vet keeps telling me I need to make a decision. So here I sit on the couch crying my eyes out thinking about the possibility of life without her.
I hate this disease so much