Long time lurker, fairly infrequent poster, but I’ve been struggling lately and figured you all might be able to commiserate/kick in the pants/have suggestions. TL;DR at the bottom
My 9 year old OTTB has been having some on and off mystery issues for the past six months. He would suddenly halt, and then refuse to go forward. Ears pinned, back humped, whole nine yards. Considering that he is normally a very pleasant fellow, albeit a very anxious one, I assumed that this was a discomfort response.
We did a complete lameness exam, including a full set of back x-rays. Nothing notable was present. I also treated for ulcers(made no difference), had the dentist out, and had his saddle fitter out. We ended up doing shockwave on his shoulders and doing work on the ground for three months. Lots of longing in side reins, double longing, and work in-hand. More or less trying to strengthen his hind end and topline in addition to remuscling his shoulders. He looked absolutely beautiful in the lines and was giving me some really nice work (w/t/c, shoulder-in, leg yield, haunches-in, etc).
Started him back under saddle as if he was totally unbroke. We began with someone longing me, with me being more or less baggage(easy to carry, but not really having any input). When I would ask for any sort of forward (halt to walk, walk to trot) the plant & angry pony face would reappear. Eventually with the assistance of a ground person we were able to reestablish that he must go forward from my leg. During this period I also switched to a different girth(TSF shoulder relief) that seems to have made him much happier.
All seems fairly well for a few weeks. We can ride outside, go on hacks, and even jumped a few times. I have my happy pleasant pony back who I enjoy riding. We went to an off the farm overnight outing this past weekend. Fairly high stress for my anxious guy and not a lot (<2 hours) of turnout. He was ridden once each day and spent about an hour hand walking. Due to work craziness he had the next three days off. I worked him last night…and it didn’t go well.
Our ride started off fairly pleasant. Nice long walk on a loose rein, followed by some nice stretchy trot and easy shallow loop serpentines. I tighten my girth, and then NOPE. Pony says no more, he is absolutely done. I gave him the benefit of the doubt and assumed it was because he dislikes my dressage girth, so switched back to my jump tack which I know is not objectionable. However the rest of our ride was spent negotiating that he can NOT plant and buck when I apply leg or touch him with my whip. Eventually, with the help of our ground person and a spin on the longe line we were able to end with a few laps of walk.
At this point I am fairly frustrated. I don’t know what’s wrong, and I am out of money to try more diagnostics. My “emergency” pet fund credit card is just about maxed out. I’m not sure if it is behavioral at this point, or if it is (still?) pain related. It has also been starting to affect my confidence in the saddle as well. Riding a buck at the trot or canter is something I know how to do and address. At the walk and halt I am finding it much harder and don’t know how to respond. It seems whenever I tap him with the whip or add more leg he simply bucks harder. To be completely honest, I’m scared that he is going to absolutely launch me one of these days, or worse that it will turn into rearing. I’m a fairly decent rider, but I’ve also been in college for the past five years and gained about 40 pounds while losing most of my riding muscle. I’m not sure where to go from here. He’s an incredibly talented and athletic guy who I have ambitions of being my upper level horse, but if we can’t even walk that won’t work at all!
If you made it all the way through, I owe you cookies of some sort!
TL;DR: Horse is bucking at walk/halt whenever leg is applied. Vet/Saddle fitter/ulcers/dentist all checked. Rider is out of ideas. Help.