Well, I’ve apparently sustained a minor back injury which has resulted in bursitis in my hip.
I took a few weeks off to go to take some anti-inflammatories, go to physio and just let myself heal. I was feeling much better! Went from “I can’t walk up or down stairs without supporting most of my weight on the railing” to “Pain? What pain?” and was given the green light to start back with light riding.
Then I got on a horse’s back and walked around the arena for maybe 5 minutes, tops. I felt like I had to apologize to the poor pony for dragging him away from his buddies, tacking him up, and then barely even getting his muscles warmed up before putting him away again. But that 5 minutes in the saddle was enough to make everything flare up again.
So now I’m back on ‘stall rest’ (no riding) until ??? and I’m just generally feeling frustrated that I could go from feeling great to a crazy flare up after such a tiny amount of sitting on a horse’s back.
I feel stupidly insecure right now, and I need someone to tell me that:
- If I take a long enough break, continue with physio and NSAIDs, and start massage, I WILL be able to ride again without pain
- I’m not the only one to experience a setback, and I should quit whining because it’s only been a few weeks
- Not riding WILL NOT cause me to lose my sanity entirely
- It’s not the end of the world if I have to take a few months off
I’m feeling defeated and it’s making me a bit sad/crazy.