The bute trial improved my mare quite a bit. Day 2 my friend came out to help rule out the “is it me” question - ie does my training suck (jury is still out)? We worked on going forward and just ignoring the ugly head and neck/falling in shoulder thing and mare eventually relaxed. She seemed to work more and more out of it as we went on and was willing to relax sooner. We actually worked her quite a while off and on, talking, swapping saddles and riders, and mare didn’t get worse. However I did see some kind of patella slipping issue a few times on the video my friend took, trot to walk transition, right hind. Day 3 was repeatable, relaxed and forward, with less ugly neck twisting and willing to engage longer.
Rode again with no bute about a week later. First day immediately at the trot I could hear mare dragging her hind toes. On bute she was picking them up. Left seemed worse, but dragged both at the trot. She felt relaxed mentally, but body stiffer, not as willing to round up and with less impulsion, a little bit like she was trailing out in the hind. Doesn’t feel lame. Videoed a little, showed my friend. Friend thought her right hind moved slightly weird and said she for sure wasn’t dragging her toes when we worked together.
Next day rode earlier in the morning (in case she was sluggish the day before as it was warm) and didn’t lunge first to see if we could get more forward momentum. Still dragging toes, maybe less though. Felt pretty good at first, had good energy, and was willing to work. After about ~20 min alternating between walk and trot it went down hill. She stopped wanting to go forward, started doing the neck thing more in both directions, and got dull feeling. I had to basically goad her into the canter (it was a very ugly transition both ways but I wanted to see if she could canter). The canter itself seemed fine once we were going.
Thoughts:
I started thinking about the RH and the stifle. I read that hind lameness can cause front lameness on the same side, whereas often front lameness will cause diagonal pair lameness in the hinds (if that makes sense) - and we first treated the RF, but were also investigating RH. Originally my trainer thought RH high up. Mare also had off and on right side SI pain, flexed mildly positive RH hock at two different vets, but was sound on it elsewhere during the workups. So then I stared at my mare’s legs, the videos my friend took, videos from earlier in the year, and photos I have of her, and she definitely has less developed muscles on her RH - the bicep muscles specifically - going back a couple years. And now I see the RH patella catching thing on video, and just a bit of a delay in picking up her RF as the RH lands. Interesting.
I’ve also been hyperaware of everything she does and have added a few things to the “maybe it’s neuro” list: swings right hind wider when backing and turning on a small circle. Eats wet grain weird. Slightly spookier at noises. Possible loss of tail tone since spring this year? I didn’t see any tail wringing or swishing in the videos my friend took last week despite her looking grumpy sometimes as I ask her to go forward.
So, I’ve mainly been waiting to hear back from the vet about what to do next, with two camps of thought –
Physical possibilities camp: Soft tissue injury in stifle, hip, pelvis, area etc. Injury that damaged the nerves to this area that is causing muscle wastage and eventually patella slip. I have read that intermittent patella fixation is painful. Maybe that contributes to her lack of willingness to go forward, but then seems fine once she’s going.
Neuro possibilities camp: EPM, PSSM2, cervical something or other, or other neuro thing that we probably won’t be able to diagnose. Pulled blood for EPM on Friday… should hear Monday (hopefully). Other things get increasingly harder to figure out.
The key is somewhere in the right hind, and whether it’s physical or neurological I am not sure. But as my friend says, two things can be true.