This is more of a rant/vent than a post asking for advice, just needing to put this somewhere and maybe hear about similar situations and the outcomes that you faced.
For those who may have followed some of my other topics/posts, you may know that I had purchased a 2-year old filly in the summer of 2019. She was fully vetted, no vices and exactly what I was looking for. She was started in November of 2019 (under saddle for ~3 weeks) and went a little off behind. No biggie (or so we thought), since she was young and still growing. Re-started as a 3 year old in the spring of 2020, had her going under saddle for ~2 months (and it was blissful, might I add) and went off behind again. After extensive diagnostics including radiographs, an ultrasound and a bone scan, we located a cyst-like structure in her neck on C6/7. Was treated with injections, shockwave therapy (October 2020) and Osphos (December 2020). Sport horse vet recommended we give her the entire winter off again to let the cyst heal. Update radiographs in December of 2020 revealed that the cyst was healing. She was also supplemented with Bonekare (vitamin K1) during the entire healing process.
Fast forward to today, sport horse vet is due to come up again mid April and gave me the green light to re-start her under saddle. The most devastating news? After putting her on the lunge line (ended up giving her some Ace to calm her nerves, as per my last post on re-starting my youngster) she is still off behind. Almost worse than how she looked last July prior to her diagnostics. I am absolutely gutted, emotionally and financially.
We are still awaiting the vet’s arrival and path forward, but I can only help but think the worst. After 2 winters off and extensive treatment (insurance did NOT pull through, bone cysts are not covered in my policy) I still have a lame, if not lame®, horse. She is 4 years old, green broke and not sound for work.
I am at a complete loss. I know I should wait for my vet’s opinion, as I will, but I’m posting this in hopes of grasping some straws of hope, or reality. My barn mates and trainer are also gutted for me and no one has much to say.
Thanks in advance for reading if you made it this far. My apologies for the novel.