Earlier today we had to have our wonderful 14 year old Labrador ‘put to sleep’. It all happened quickly and I am wishing I’d asked the vet more questions but I could hardly speak because I was so upset. This might be a bit long so sorry in advance…
About a month ago we woke to a house covered in vomit and diarrhoea which lasted until early afternoon. Our dog was obviously quiet for the next 24 hours but seemed to recover well.
In the last month, I’d started to notice him ‘slip’ on the wood floor. That was what it looked like to start with but then I noticed it was more than one hind leg seemed to give out. It only ever really happened when he’d been asleep for a long time so I out it down to age and arthritis. He’s slept a lot more lately and was looking a little thinner but his appetite was fine and I out a lot of it down to him getting old.
He’s been ok all weekend but when I came down this I noticed that both his back legs were wobbly and he couldn’t stand very well on them. He went out & did his business & seemed ok again.
I had to take the kids to school & was out about an hour.
When I returned he was panting and had been sick - twice. I let him out and he was sick again but then he came in and went to bed.
He spent all day wondering in and out of the house to have a drink but wasn’t sick again until mid afternoon. I’d made a vet appointment for 5pm but had to collect my children from school at 3.30. Again I was about an hour but when we got back he tried to stand to say hi and his back legs wouldn’t hold him up.
I knew he wasn’t right so I had to carry him to the car and take him to the vets early. Luckily the vet saw him immediately but he could hardly walk to her room. He got weighed - he weighed 35kg in July & 28kg today!
That last walk seemed to drain him and he lay on her floor and didn’t move - he didn’t even raise his head. His tongue was a bit blue and him gums very pale. She said his heartbeat was very quiet (??). We stood him up together and she did the test where you lift their foot and see if they plant it back down properly - he didn’t, he just stood on the knuckle type part of his paw. She said his legs were very stiff. The vet said she believed his heart was failing and basically there was nothing we could do.
It was heart breaking to have him put to sleep and I would have done anything to bring him home one more time but she said I’d be doing that for me, not for him - I know she’s right but it’s still hard.
She euthanized him which went fine and was over in a minute or two but then blood started coming out of his back end. I do mean blood - not poo mixed with blood - it was just a bloody fluid - there was so much they filled a large bin with all the paper towels it took to clean it up - they were surprised and said it was definitely not normal and that he’d probably got a tumour.
Why would a tumour suddenly bleed after euthanasia?
A tumour wouldn’t have made him vomit though would it?
Or make his legs weak?
or cause heart failure?
If it wasn’t a tumour but was just his heart like the vet originally thought, would that have made him vomit? maybe… but it wouldn’t cause the heavy bleeding after euthanasia would it?
Sorry but I’m so confused so I keep doubting if I did the right thing? Maybe I should have brought him home and saw how he did over night…
Any views welcome