This post is longer than I intended and it covers the four/five year history I’ve had with this horse. Prior to me he was green broke.
At the moment I’m not asking him to “lift and use his back” because there is legitimately a mental road block there, and I think it hurts him. He is perfectly happy walking, trotting and cantering on the trails but the second I pull him into the ring and ask some real work out of him over his back, things fall apart. He’ll get very tense. He will canter on a loose rein but trying to get him soft, supple and round at the canter will cause him to lock his neck and take short, choppy strides. I had a dressage trainer try to help me get through the canter and the trainer could not get him to canter quietly… and this is a good trainer too. We wondered if it was physical but he trotted and cantered on the lunge sound.
I really thought it was me not being a strong enough rider despite being a trainer by trade, but he completely gets unglued in the grass ring. Or, his version of unglued. The odd thing is he is perfect when the footing is perfect AKA a dressage ring… so I thought it was hooves or tendon possibly? Had my vet x-ray and ultrasound his legs bow to sternum, his hoof rads were pristine, nothing on pasterns, knee, hocks, stifles or leg. He has some mild arthritis in a pastern but I have the rads from his PPE five years ago and the arthritis is unchanged. Just for good measure we put shock absorbing pads on him to see if he was possibly just ouchy on uneven footing but it did not change his way of going. He always had a saddle reflocked to him but at this point I consider going custom and get him a new saddle. It’s reflocked every 6 months.
So then I figured it had to be me, right? So I did a month of lunge work to see him on the ground, with poles, cavaletti and side reins off of his back to try to get him to really work correctly. He was already doing daily poles in the ring undersaddle so it was not necessarily a big change in work out routine. I thought we were doing well but was thought he still seemed a little tense even without a rider. One day of this, he had just come down from a canter and all of the sudden he checked out mentally, hit the end of the sidereins and panicked and went right through the gate like he did not even see it…
Vet came out and I thought for sure vision? My vet is intimately familiar with eye problems and he came out and did a neuro and vision exam with no results.
Then I thought for sure it was PSSM, or maybe EPM? Lyme? It has to be physical. I had titers pulled for everything, he had a hair biopsy done, and just in case we changed his feed to a PSSM type diet. I added Vit E and oil. Everything came back negative. I had three different vets out to try to unravel this. They all said nothing was wrong and to continue working him and that maybe he was just a tense horse. I continued to do light hacking on the trail (walk only) and he never once ‘misbehaved’. The thing is, this horse is unflappable on the ground and hacking… he has never bolted with me hacking out, has never bucked or reared or misbehaved. Yet when you put him in the ring and send him forward and ask him to come round something gets stuck up front and I know something is wrong physically. I waffled between “it’s a strength issue” to “no, it’s pain” many times. My trainers encouraged me to work through it but I felt it was wrong. He bolted on me three times over the span of three years and it was not the “I’m getting you off” bolt but the “this hurts I need to get away” bolt. He stopped but not without gaining terminal velocity first :eek:
Chiro had been involved since day one, he has a history of mild soreness in his neck and over his hip, but the chiro at the time thought it was associated with the amount of work we were doing. It seemed to wax and wane depending on workload.
Thought maybe he had a micro-injury we couldn’t detect, so he had the winter (4month) off. I had his back and neck x-rayed during this time because I was certain it had to be his neck and boom, cervical arthritis and kissing spine. In hindsight maybe the back and neck should have been the things I looked at first, but because he never bucked or misbehaved and it was always a tension/stiffness issue I went down typical avenues first: feet, teeth, saddle, hocks, etc.
I’ve gone to the moon and back with diagnostics to try to fix this horse and I think I’m just at the end of my rope from a financial standpoint. He has a place with me for the rest of his days but I guess I’m just so frustrated and needed to witch.
My vet is really pushing mesotherapy but I just don’t see how it treats the underlying condition, if it is indeed kissing spine. I actually suspect now that I know what I know that maybe the neck is the actual issue and that we should be looking at the neck instead.