I’ve been back at riding after a decades-long break for about a year now. I started in a h/j lesson program, and eventually found my way to a lovely eventing program. Over the winter, and on a bit of a whim, I started taking lessons with a pure dressage trainer, just to get more saddle time and to one day make me more competitive at eventing. I’d been looking for a half lease for awhile at that point, and dressage trainer happened to be the one to find me one. Half-lease horse has a strong jumping/eventing background, but due to some soundness issues, we’ve held off on jumping for the past couple of months. In the meantime, I’ve continued jumping on lesson horses at eventing barn.
A few things have happened that have made me consider “giving up” jumping in favor of dressage.
First, I ADORE, and I mean, really ADORE lease horse. I have the option of riding her more often, and I’d like to do that. I feel a real bond with her and am sad when I can’t see her for a few days.
Second, I went to a dressage show, and I LOVED IT. Tests that I get to memorize in advance! Written comments! Lots of sparkles! I had terrible show anxiety as a junior, and while I was anxious at this show, I mostly enjoyed myself. And I cannot WAIT for the next one.
Third, while I adore eventing program (trainer, lesson horses, facilities are excellent) , it’s been harder to find a lease horse there, and I’ve felt that my progress in lessons hit a plateau, and has now regressed. I feel less confident even though I’m much fitter than I was in the spring. And, I don’t feel a strong bond with any of the horses there, or that I’ll be able to show or clinic, things I’m interested in, without at least a half-lease.
I’ve got limited time (regular work travel) . I’ve started wondering why I’m trying to stick with two programs. Focusing on the lease horse, and dressage, seems like a lot of fun. But I do feel that I would miss jumping, and also that I might be conveniently “giving up” because of recent confidence issues.
Thoughts/perspectives/advice on what you did if you found yourself in a similar situation?