[QUOTE=Laurierace;4306667]
See that’s just it, I don’t know if I just like that color or if I am trying to accomplish something that is impossible. When Calvin died we waited almost three months before getting another dog, the Pom we have now. I wasn’t really ready for another dog but rushed it because my lab was pining away so much. I even called the vet asking how long she would grieve and he said about two weeks. We were at the two month point when I called!
So we went to this farm that had shelties and poms both as those were the two breeds that I had it narrowed down to. I was holding a sable sheltie female that I had sort of picked out of the litter and a man that was also there shopping asked to hold her. I let him and two minutes later he bought her! So I was ready to leave without anything when our Pom emerged from nowhere and wiggled her butt and waved her paws. I picked her up and she licked my face like crazy. So we took her home as sort of the consolation prize. She is a wonderful dog and a great representative of the breed but I resented her at first for not being Calvin. That is long gone and I am happy to have her. The real ironic thing is the lab hated her for about a month. I guess she resented her as well.
That whole experience makes me think maybe its just too soon for any dog right now even though I was nowhere near as bonded with the lab as Calvin. He was a twice in a lifetime dog…yes I was lucky enough to have a heart dog as a kid as well.[/QUOTE]
Trying to replace a dog with a like-color dog is a big mistake - you can’t recreate that. Just go meet the dogs -if one of them touches your heart, take them home. There is always another special soul waiting for you, maybe not in a familiar package, and definitely not the same as the one you lost, but someone altogether new who needs to be wanted.