[QUOTE=Horsegal984;8325977]
I’m assuming you’ve seen this BuddyRoo? I think he’s exactly the kind of dog who deserves this kind of last fairwell.
http://www.robynarouty.com/i-died-today/
(For anyone who hasn’t seen it, have tissues ready!)
“Better a week too soon than a moment too late, they say” —need to listen to my own words. So much easier when lying those on others than to accept them myself.
I hope you can have a few awesome enjoyable days with him before you have to do the hardest thing. For what it’s worth, I really from my heart of hearts believe that you’re doing the right thing. Having gone through the alternative, having seen countless dogs have the surgery, I would make the same decision. Hugs!![/QUOTE]
Okay, you suck. Officially. Yes, I’ve seen that before but I read it again and just…tears. Sigh.
You don’t suck, really. it’s just that I’m not really ready and I feel like I have to get there fast.
ya know…I don’t want to go to bed TONIGHT because I don’t want it to be the last night that he pops onto the bed with me for just 20 min til he gets too hot and moves to his bed like he’s done for THIRTEEN YEARS. I don’t want it to be the last night after i say “Time for bed!”
I don’t want tomorrow morning to be the last morning that he hops back into bed to snuggle for 10 min after the alarm goes off. Like he’s done for THIRTEEN YEARS.
I don’t want tomorrow to be the last day that he asks for a peanut butter bone, or stares at me wanting to go outside.
But tomorrow could be the last day. Or maybe Wednesday. I dunno. I feel like I just have to pick a random day. I know I have to do it alone because my husband is gone. All the time. I know he’s MY dog. I know it’s MY thing to do.
But he’s happy tonight. It’s so hard when they’re so happy. But that’s probably the best time, isn’t it? When they’re happy.