My 29 year old horse has been diagnosed with an enlarged heart after I could hear something when I was picking his front hoof and had the vet come out to see. She told me that his heart is very loud and is a 5 or even a 6 out of 6 on a murmur scale. a couple of years ago we first diagnosed him with his murmur at a 1 and since then has gone to a 3 and then 4. so obviously his condition is progressing. my horse is the first horse my vet has had with this strong of a murmur and doesn’t have an answer for a ball park of how long a horse can live with this kind of heart. she has given me some physical symptoms to be aware of in the event his heart goes into failure due to its enlarged state and at this time he is happily unaware of his heart condition.
the vet feels as though we should euthanize him in the fall and hopefully he gets to enjoy the uncoming summer. I assume that there is impending doom with his heart condition and a cold winter will not be easy on his body considering his circulation is not as good now to his extremities. also, if he does go into failure through the winter then we have to deal with the extra difficulty that poses due to the season after putting him down.
the whole topic really makes me sad to know that I will loose him. I have had him since I was 11 years old, and I sometimes feel ok and understanding of this choice to save him from potential harm. then days I retract and think am I taking his life away from him too soon? What if he can survive longer than the winter happily? This may be grief speaking… it is a struggle in my mind…
How long have your horses lived with this grade of a murmur? Did a hot summer affect their quality of life poorly because of the increased heat putting more stress on an already stressed heart? How did you manage that? I wonder if he will go into heart failure before the fall. it scares me, I hope he doesn’t. the vet just doesn’t have experience with this yet so he is her first case and doesn’t know any more than I do… or perhaps she is feeling like its a ticking time bomb and doesn’t want to tell me that it is any day really.
either way, I am working up the courage to go out into the property and choose a spot for his final resting place come fall. I am also remaining in a day by day mind set of being grateful each morning I visit him and he is well and happy. I am trying to remain looking toward the sure decision that putting him down will be necessary for his safety no later than the fall, even if on that day he looks happy alert and just fine.
have you ever put a horse down when they were happy alert and fine? when you are given the diagnosis and are trying to prevent the inevitable? in his case the inevitable being heart failure. Im not sure whats harder… seeing a horse uncomfortable so that you have to put them down, or, seeing a horse happy and putting them down to keep them from discomfort even if you don’t know how far away that discomfort will be for them…
any thoughts, experiences, advice, and stories are welcomed. thanks for being there for me during this challenging time for my horse and I. also, thanks for sharing with me any info you have about murmurs that are as advanced and your experience on that.