Recently I obtained a 5 year old OTTB. I’ve ridden her about 5 times after giving her down time off the track. She was always really good and starting to even relax in the walk. She has problems with half halts but was starting to get the hang of it. I had to switch barns then had an issue with rain rot so this was the first time in a month riding her.
I decided not to longe her as she was actually much more relaxed at the new farm. We made a few laps both directions on a long rein. Her neck was level and I wanted her to see everything with both eyes. She was looking to the outside of the arena when she heard a thunder of hooves behind her which triggered her to try and take off. Since her body was curved to the rail I pushed my hands forward so she had plenty of room to move. She was curved so much that when she tried shifting her weight to spook her legs came out from under her and she landed on top of me.
We were both fine. The entire right side of my helmet was crushed. She was shaken up after the fall. I could tell she was upset. She laid her head in my arms. She got horribly worked up when I went to roll my stirrups. I couldn’t get back on because of the state of my helmet. Any time the saddle comes out it’s like I’ve destroyed everything we have built.
Does anyone know how I can help her move past this? I’m taking baby steps and she still trusts me but she is very sensitive. I know what I should have done. It was a horrible mistake on my part. I feel horrible it even happened.