My first horse raced 8 years and broke down a few years after I purchased him. I had fallen head over heels at my lesson barn and couldn’t be talked out of not taking him. I was a super poor college kid and put every cent I had at the expense of food sometimes to try and help him but couldn’t. I finally had to give up and he was retired.
So I went horse shopping. Bought a sound but too green bucking mare and had to sell her. Had another super cute sound horse on trial but had some coughing/heaves at the prepurchase exam so I passed. Bought a nice gelding currently in work for what I wanted. Had him vetted no major issues, started having on and off issues and found out the trainer hid some SI issues that needed a FULL workload to keep at bay. He also had chronic Lyme disease which caused a bunch of random on and off lameness issues. Horse was semi rideable for years but ended up with a suspensory injury that I fully rehabbed that he went and re-injured a year later. Owned him 7 years, rode on and off maybe 4 mostly just walk/ trot or rehab work because he never held up to a lot of canter or jumping. Was never a horse I really connected with. Mentally wasn’t in a good place from spending so much $$$ and not having any fun.
So this time I wasn’t going to buy someone else’s lameness issues so I bought a yearling. Had him vetted, know the farm through a friend and literally every foal out of this stallion is sound and 2 full siblings are completely sound. Absolutely fell in love with him and then at 2 years old he popped up lame. Major hock arthritis, didn’t respond to regular injections had to do a chemical fusion or euth. He recovered came 100% sound vets said ride him and he went to training and we had a good couple months once he was back having the most fun I’ve had in saddle. I trust him, love riding him and it was amazing. Then he started having issues again, we can’t really pinpoint where but it’s like playing whack a mole everytime you fix something something else pops up. I would be completely happy just tooling around at a walk but he’s not having it. He doesn’t look completely horrible lunging so ppl keep telling me it’s a training issue and that he’s not that off he should be fine to ride but I know him. He’s a happy go lucky wants to please, did fantastic being broke horse who refuses to take a few steps under saddle because something hurts. This horse who will follow me anywhere will pin his ears, buck in place and do anything in his power to not move with a rider on his back and I feel like I owe it to him to listen to him. He’s been seen at Morven Park multiple times, VEI and a number of local vets who I trust to do a lameness eval. I have spent everything recommended by the vets to try and diagnose and figure this out aside from a full body scan because all of it is out of pocket. I recently moved him to a new barn with a huge hill in the field had the vet out for a top to bottom new look at him and she found very mild neuro symptoms, did full treatment for EPM while handwalking him 5-6 days a week to help him slowly and correctly build muscle and he was just cleared to be 100% neurologically normal and looks better than he has in awhile. However he’s still sore in the hind leg with the fused hock…that was sound a year ago. At this point I’m done and just going to turn him out for awhile and see if maybe once he’s done all of his growth spurts he’ll be ok but chances are he’s retired…at 4 years old.
So I have a few horses I can ride at the barn and this guy will be with me for life because I love him. I could swing a second horse but the idea of shopping makes me sick. I have spent 15 years and an ungodly amount of money on not having a riding horse and ALL I want is a horse to do low level w/t/c, trail ride, and maybe pop over a few fences. Trust me my expectations are low. How do I even trust myself to pick out another horse? I literally picked out the ONLY yearling at an entire breeding farm to have any issues. I know I’ll need a huge pre purchase exam budget because you can believe I’ll be x-raying literally all the joints.