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I don’t recommend googling Kangaroo Thong[/QUOTE]
Haha, good advice 
Is it possible for you to move to a ladies whip with a thinner handle, so that you are more comfortable? I bought a whip made from holly wood, a slightly knobby wood that is sanded and oiled before turning it into a whip, it is nice and thin, probably 3/4" in diameter. I find mine very comfortable, because I too have small hands. I wouldn’t want to use it for a serious CTJ moment, so I ride with a jumping whip if I expect to need it for the horse rather than the hounds. Its ok for an occasional ‘whump’ for a horse sucking back at a fence though. Very light too, anytime I handle someone else’s whip I wonder how they ride with something sausage sized in their hands!