Back in June, I adopted a 10 year old thoroughbred mare from a reputable, well-known rescue. I was able to ride her before making my decision, and she was an angel. I was told she is sensitive to new things, and sometimes just needs a few seconds to look at something and will then carry on like nothing’s wrong. Please note this mare never raced, I don’t think she even went to the track, she was simply used as a broodmare. (She’s micro-chipped but not tattooed)
Since bringing her to the barn I’m boarding my other horses at, she has only gotten more and more reactive to everything, to the point of the barn manager doesn’t even want to handle her without a chain, or even by herself. Go to take her fly mask off? As soon as she hears the velcro even beginning to rip, no matter how slow you go, she freaks out and flies backwards. Every single time. We put her in a small corral for a couple days when she first arrived so she could settle in and touch noses with horses across the fence. One small section of the fenceline had a strand of hotwire, and of course at some point she got zapped. Now anytime she’s standing near a fence, if she hears a noise of any kind (another horse kicking a rock while walking, hitting a ground pole with a foot, you name it) she freaks out and flies backward. The first time the farrier came, she was an absolute basket case- kicking out and cow-kicking at the farrier. She’s convinced the farm’s resident potbelly pig is a demon from hell and absolutely will not go anywhere near it. If I try to walk her past an area where she’s seen the pig in the past, she’s snorting the entire time and sometimes will just plant her feet and refuse to move.
I started her on a dose and a half of SP’s Smart Calm Ultra soon after bringing her home and noticing her increasing reactiveness. So far it hasn’t done jack squat to help her nerves. To add to everything, she started cribbing from being so stressed out. I’ve tried everything I can think of to work with her and make her feel more comfortable, but even doing things repeatedly, like making her walk past a scary object several times every single damn day, she is just not getting better. It’s always stop and balk or immediately fly backwards as fast as she can. Today when I went out, she still came right up to me, but didn’t even want to leave the pasture. I guess its the one place she feels safe, is out with her buddies. (she much prefers outside to being in a stall, so I’ve been happy to oblige.)
She was absolutely not like this at the rescue. When I initially arrived, they thought I was interested in a couple of geldings, and all the mares had already been turned out, so they couldn’t have drugged her or anything in anticipation. She’s a beautiful, sweetheart mare- when she’s not freaking out over something. She’s quiet standing tied or in crossties, quiet for fly spray, and loooves being curried and brushed. But as much as she’s having complete meltdowns, I’ve been too hesitant to ride her (I ain’t getting any younger, and my body reminds me of this daily). But I also feel like I’m failing her by not figuring out how to help her. Does anyone have any advice or suggestions I can try, or should I just take this as a sign, take her back and walk away?
For anyone interested, she gets 1.5 scoops of the new TC Diamond Senior from TSC twice a day. In addition to the SmartCalm Ultra, I had her on Smart GI Ultra for the first few weeks she was here, MSM, vitamin E and Vermont Blend. Even though I’ve never had a horse react to MSM, I remembered people posting on here about their horses’ adverse reactions to it, so took her off it- no change. As stated, she’s currently out 24/7 in a drylot (the barn/farm is new and they’re not done fencing in all their pastures) and has free access to orchard grass hay that also has a bit of alfalfa mixed in it from the field it’s cut on. Help?!