Part frustration and part general enquiry here, and I do understand that everyone’s journey is as individual as they are.
I had my replacement 24 weeks ago, and quite expected at this stage to be ‘cured’ but I’m not…I do have good days, but find myself still struggling to balance doing all the things, and avoiding getting swelling and pain. Always is painful getting up and getting going if I have sat a while, but will usually ease up when I get going, which is frustrating but it is what it is.
Main frustrations are in the saddle, I sold my 16hh, on a good day, mare before my OP, and got back in the saddle at 12 weeks onto what has turned out to be my new horse, a hair off 17hh TB. Riding him is great, I think I could sit on him and a loose rein walk all day, but starting to actually work can be painful. It doesn’t take long before I start to feel it if I start to gather him up and engage everything. Biggest bug bear right now is posting the trot…confession time Western Dressage rider here, for the last 6 years, after coming back to the saddle after a major fall…all the horses I have ridden since then have had beautiful western gaits, and I spent most of my time sitting. Chuck has major lofty gaits, and posting seems like a great idea, but I have lost my muscle memory it seems. My lower leg seems to have a mind of its own, and when I manage to quiten it down, it starts to hurt after a short time. For some reason dismounting has become an issue, first time I went to dismount it was embarrassing, I thought I was going to be stuck, could not throw that leg over the back no matter how much I tried…Coach had to physically help the leg over. Things have improved a little, but still not elegant.
I guess I’m just down a little, so share your recovery stories, am I being unrealistic in expecting things to be GREAT, when they are not? Confession time though, did show two weeks ago, warm up on Friday, then two days showing, 4 tests a day, 2 Intro, 2 Basic, despite saving some top shelf pain pills for the weekend, the last test on Sunday, I should of scratched from, definitely a test to far, and the score reflected that.