Need help adjusting to my different mentality as a result of my progressive neuropathy. I find I am starting to over think things, and get nervous about getting hurt much more readily.
For example, today I was working on loading some horses that were either young, inexperienced, or had had bad experiences.
The horses were fine and all seemed to be on the same page as me, but for some reason the idea of getting the horse in the trailer, angled for the gate to be closed, and tied up, seemed to be a daunting task fraught with risks. (we only worked on walking in, having the big door shut, eating for a while, then openning the big door and walking out.)
There are other instances where I just find that things seem to be going at lightening speed around me and what I used to do intuitively with no worries, now seems overwhelming.
HELP!
I get that with reduced feeling/use of my legs/feet and hands I need to make concessions, but the mental aspect seems to be the most daunting one of all; my anxiety/fear button seems way too close to the surface, and I see danger everywhere, even though the horses aren’t at all acting dangerous.