I am looking for experiences and perhaps ideas.
I have struggled for years with a mood disorder, primary symptoms being depression and irritability. It comes and goes in waves, and is generally overall well managed by working closely with GP & Counselors.
One thing that really helps is exercise, making spending time with my gelding even more precious when I’m feeling low.
When it works it’s glorious, and I can walk into the barn crying and leave smiling and feeling totally ‘reset’.
Unfortunately, it’s a balance. If I’m in a low & irritable mood, sometimes my horse can feed off that and I end up in an argument with him. I don’t feel like that’s fair to him, so I generally try to pick my battles on days like that: if it’s been a bad day at work, perhaps I won’t ride. Setting myself up for failure and all that jazz.
Without the riding I don’t really get the exercise (although mud season grooming is another story!), so I often leave feeling defeated and exhausted if I don’t ride.
But even working with an animal like that when you’re in a mood can be hard, regardless of how relaxed, patient and wonderful an animal it is – it’s still an animal with his own moods and preferences.
Does anyone have any suggestions, ideas, or experiences they’d be willing to share?