I ride horses probably since 5 years old.
My friends owned 2 horses when I was a child. So, I finally got the chance to be closer to horses. That was the hat I was dreaming about as horses are fantastic animals. I was training, spending time with a horse, feeding it, and walking with it. It lasted for 7 years. One of those two horses became my favorite. Then I realized that time is the most precious thing we have.
My horse died because of cramps. The wet lived between the farm of my friends. He could do nothing at that time. I remember, that before he always helped everyone and did many possible and impossible things to treat his patients. Not that time.
Sometimes destiny is cruel enough.
Now I’m 30 and I’m afraid to be emotionally connected to any horse in any way.
Did anybody have the problem similar to mine? How did you cope with that?