So next time she asks me to haul her horse I should tell her I’m uninvolving myself? Or if she asks about her trainer’s new fee schedule, I should tell her to consult someone else? Or if it’s normal for her horse to go from six hours turnout to one hour turnout, I should just tell her I’m stepping back and not involving myself? Or if she sends me a foot picture of thrush and asks what to do? Now that’s hateful.
I told her several times she was buying mare #1 the wrong way. Then I shut up, helped, and only responded when asked for advice. Which there’s been a lot. And I’ve been glad to offer - always with the caveat of “there are lots of different opinions - here’s mine”.
I never said “here’s my farrier/saddler/dentist. You should use them!”
She asked - I gave names and numbers and why I like them. Always with the caveat that different folks work for different folks.
As for jealousy, I know plenty of people who are jealous I get to have a horse and do horse things. So I’m sensitive and have invited many friends to come ride my guy (cluelessly around an arena doing his training no favors) while I coach an up and down lesson for no recompense (I’m an AA) Including the Buyers daughter.
Jealous? Hate? I have no hate in my heart for anyone. I teach my children that HATE is the dirtiest of any four letter word.
If I envy anyone, it is the 25 yo AA at my barn who works overtime in a factory, who bought her KWPN as a yearling and made payments to an Amish man to own him. She saw potential enough to extend herself. Developed him to 4th level in seven years. On her own with limited trainer help. Of her skill, dedication, and wherewithal I am in admiration that is akin to jealousy. Probably more respect, but I do wish I had the skill to do what she did.
Her current trainer appears to be quite capable and brought mare #1 quite a ways already. Why she didn’t insist on something more trained for mare #2, I’m not sure but have speculations.