Hi. A cat conundrum for you to ponder.
Born to a truly feral mom, trapped and fixed this girl and her littermates at < 1 year old (fixed mom too), released but put food out and offered comfortable but rustic barn like lodging for those that wanted to stay or visit. That was 15 years ago. She was one of the ones that never really left, now she’s the last one of that litter still here. Years and years ago she moved herself into an outbuilding/storage barn and I have kept her set her up with dry food, plus canned food at least once a day, heated and unheated fresh water, heated and unheated sleeping quarters, a litter box, scratchy box and toys. I don’t know if she “gets” the toys, but she does seem to appreciate and enjoy the other items. She’s a loner. In spite of many, many attempts, it’s only been recently in the last couple years that she lets me pet her - on her strict where and when terms, and I have used this newfound trust to apply flea meds, which she thankfully doesn’t seem to mind. When she allows, she loves attention and petting and scratches, but only at the food table and only when she seems to want it. I’ve been trying to pick her up with hopes to eventually get her in a carrier if there’s a need, and while I could probably manage it, if she gets uncomfortable, she gets very stressed, and she seems rather fragile lately, I don’t want to accidently hurt her. If she gets too upset, she tends to back off and we have to start rebuilding trust again, so I try not to push it regardless. For the most part, she’s in good weight and looks heathy, you can just tell she’s getting old. She’s been more vocal in last couple months and waits for me, meows at me, and follows me. As such, I’ve noticed that she has vision problems, (maybe cataracts?) especially in daytime or in a lighted area at night. It’s concerning as she will run into a wall that she apparently didn’t see; or bang her head because she didn’t duck enough, or she follows me into another building, where she will be confused and a little panicky. She’s good when things are normal, it’s when she’s reactive to a noise or in an unfamiliar place (like the occasions she leaves the vicinity of her barn to follow me), that is when she will misjudge distances or objects. She also seems more nervous when it’s clear to me that she can’t see as well. I put up a camera and she occasionally will get another feral cat (who I’ve been trying to trap) in to eat her food but as far as I can tell, he comes in, eats, and leaves, not even waking her up. I’m sure she can smell him but overall, I don’t think he is bothering her, and I don’t see anything else going that would stress her out. She seems quite capable of moving around her space and I don’t see any mobility problems or running into things when she’s just alone doing her thing. But something, her vision or her old age, seems to be making her confused at times.
I’m not sure what to do. Leave her or intervene?
I’ve considered bringing her inside the house, but I don’t know if that would be unfair to her. She’s never been friendly with any other cat that I am aware of, she actually seems more stressed when other cats are around. I have several failed barn cats or drop-offs with health issues that are now in the house. I could set up a 4x8 dog kennel in the house for her, and keep everyone away from her for a while, to see how it goes but a) even if she is kept separate, which due to open floor plan will not be a long term solution, she has not been to a vet in 15 years, so she isn’t up to date on shots (all other cats are). I could probably get her in a carrier and get her to a vet first but would that whole process (it’s a long car ride to vet) likely completely stress her out, is that fair to her? And at this age, would she be able to handle the shots? I think it would require two trips to get her shots up to date. b) will it be too overwhelming for her to remove her from her environment? c) if being in the house goes badly, would she be able to go back to her old environment?
Or is it better to keep things the same and continue to care for her as I’ve been doing?
If it is cataracts, what should I expect? Is there anything I should or shouldn’t do?
I think she’s in a pretty safe space at the moment, seems to keep out of trouble and out of harm’s way, but I just sense something from her and I’m not sure what’s the best thing to do about it.
Has anyone gone through this or other older feral/semi-feral stories, and have advice?
thank you.