I have Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome, which basically means, whenever I change positions, my blood pressure drops and my heart rate skyrockets. It is an autonomic nervous system dysfunction with an bunch of other symptoms- extreme fatigue, “brain fog”, dizziness/ passing out, heart palpitations, exercise intolerance, the list goes on. It is not a heart condition though, that is what I refer to it as it is the easiest for people to comprehend. Really my ANS is wacked out, and my heart is the main thing effected.
It is not uncommon for my heart rate to be around 190 while I’m walking. WALKING. I don’t even want to know what it is when I’m riding! Other times, my heart rate is well below 50. I’m exhausted.
Sometimes I can push through it. It seems recently I can’t even get out of bed. I’m a competitive A Circuit Jumper, this whole laying around thing isn’t really conducive to training!
I also have an array of psych dx inculding Bi-Polar I and Anorexia and everything in between. I’m, for the most part, stable on my medications and in recovery, though I will say it is still taxing on my daily life.
All of this is making me depressed. I can’t seem to get out of bed. My joints ache, my brain hurts. I just want to unscrew the top of my head, lift my brain out, and dunk it in some water to wash it out! You know, how people put their dentures in the cleaning solution… yea I need that for my brain! haha.
Does anyone else deal with the EXTREME FATIGUE? I need to go to the doctors to see if there’s something else wrong, this isn’t normal tiredness, this is… my life is turned upside down tiredness. Tiredness that makes my bones ache, that make my muscles cramp, that makes me unable to form sentences.
Does anyone have CFS? If so, how did you go about going to your doctors? Do I need to have a list of questions for them? A list of my symptoms? Blahhhh.
I hope you all have a good Sunday. Just about to make breakfast here and then lay in bed some more… maybe I’ll force myself to take the dog to the park?
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