I feel like I’m going crazy. I don’t know if it’s just terrible luck, me being picky, or a mix of both but I have done 5 PPEs in the last year or so and they have all been sort of a disaster. All have either been lame at the time of the exam or had some kind of terrible x-ray finding. I know x-rays are not the be all end all, but these have been BAD. Kissing spine, bone cysts, significant navicular changes. All of them the vet conducting the exam has stated there is concern about the horse remaining sound/needing significant medical intervention. To be clear this hasn’t always been the same vet, as the horses have been in various parts of the country, so it isn’t that I’m using the same cautious vet.
Am I just cursed? Picky? It’s been a mix of horses who are doing the job and staying sound and some who haven’t been in work so it’s more of a gamble. Most recently I saw a horse with some impingement in his spine, but competing sound at a level above what I want to do. At first the vet said he wasn’t sensitive, then changed their mind and said he was sensitive and that’s what’s in the final report. I wasn’t there, so I can’t say my opinion on how he reacted. It’s defeating as always to spend so much for bad results.
Do I just go for it and hope for the best? I know relatively speaking I have a low risk tolerance, but at this point it seems finding a horse in my budget (low 5s) with a clean PPE is impossible and I just need to go for it at some point. But at the same time I don’t want to be stuck with a ticking time bomb. I miss when horse shopping was fun