I’ve posted about my mare before…7yo home bread Dutch mare. Comes from a mare line that runs a bit hot. I had given her a few months off to give both of us a break to regroup. Back to riding her again…trying CBD and another vet prescribed calming med. Have done every bit of work up possible (vet with nuclear scans, etc…ulcer treatments, regumate, saddle, teeth, nutrition consult/overhaul, etc. etc.).
My question is more what else can trigger a horse to become excessively reactive? Or, instead of being desensitized with exposure, they become more sensitized to the point of not being aware of their own safety/well-being?
A few weeks ago, coming in from the field she reared…windy day, my dad was leading her (he did nothing wrong…she just had a moment and spooked)…she lost her balance, flipped over and took out 3 sections of fence (which probably needed some replacing anyway). Luckily only a minor scratch. That’s what earned her some vet prescribed drugs…apparently CBD wasn’t doing much.
This past week, the pickers came to pick the blueberry farm next to us…mind you she is a minimum of several hundred feet away from the edge of the field. From her stall she can see the field (so can all the horses). She refused to eat and nearly came through the stall wall (and fell down in the stall) from spinning and freaking out. I moved her to a stall where she can’t see them…she wouldn’t eat there as she was afraid of the bucket and stall door opening. Mind you it is the same bucket and door that is in her stall. Outside she was running and head up snorting at the pickers in the field…other horses ignored her and were grazing.
Every other horse on the farm is being totally quiet and could care less. Not her. Attempts to desensitize make her get more wound up and more spooky (let’s assume for the sake of argument, that there is not an issue in the basic training process…though I am sure I could do more, I am not a green owner and she is by far not my first youngster). But, when I try to expose her more (including groundwork)…it seriously becomes a safety issue (for both of us), as she doesn’t stay aware of her own safety (she would freak out and fall off a cliff, if we lived someplace that wasn’t flat!). It’s like she panics blindly…and often for no predictable reason.
I am nearly at my wits end…she is otherwise a lovely horse. I can’t sell her as 1) I worry she would hurt someone, and 2) I won’t let her get bounced around and mistreated. I can’t breed her as we know it’s a hot line…and why breed that (and she would probably freak out during a delivery)? I can ride her with vet meds for right now…but I am doubting whether we will ever be able to come off meds (also expensive), much less show.
The hard part is she is a sweetheart…she nickers, comes right up to me, loves grooming (just don’t surprise her), licks me non-stop. There is no meanness to her…just panic attacks that get worse, not better. I do love her…except when she has her panic attacks.
Any possible things I am missing…do horses this reactive ever come around? Wet saddle pads and ground work don’t seem to impact her reactions much (helps a little, but not a solution). Behavior is the same no matter who is handling her. I am happy to keep trying things as I have already invested a lot of time and money…so it’s hard to know if I need to call it quits with trying to get her to get it together.
Thanks for any thoughts.