So, for the moment the towel was thrown in. I rode a horse for 5min at the walk and due to how bad my joints are getting it felt like I was in a car accident. My spine and pelvis were like they had been crushed. I had a break down after that.
The good news is that a wonderful and talented trainer is taking on the TB to sell. She is picking him up this weekend, along with one of the stallions for her husband to lease for jumpers.
I am NOT GIVING UP! I promise everyone, and myself that. I can still lunge horses (on the days that it is ok for me to drive my car, boy does car movement set of vertigo) and work them in the long lines. Just thought I would post an update. Hopefully the insurance company lets me get my port put back in and get the meds that I need for the minimum six months
Until I can ride again I will still give lessons on my good days and work with my 2yr.
Once again I would not wish advanced chronic lymes on anyone, well maybe the CDC so that they know what this feels like as it is them that are enabling the insurance company to not give me my meds:mad:
Sorry about spelling if it is off. I am having to type things many times over to even get it legible.