I am so glad that COTH made a specific board for people with disabilities to share experiences and receive comfort from other board members. I just saw this board since I usually just go straight to the h/j board and don’t bother to scroll further down the page. I was hoping it would help my sanity to know others have experienced the same injury as me and coped. I have so much time on my hands right now and I am taking so many painkillers that I feel depressed and almost split from the real world!
I recently had the discectomy surgery on a ruptured disc in my lower back L5/S1, that was accompanied by terrible sciatic nerve pain down my entire left leg (pulsating, stabbing, throbbing constantly). I was hoping that after the surgery the sciatic pain would be relieved and completely gone but I was wrong. The pain is still quite prevalent in my left leg and most seriously in my buttock. I should also mention that this is my second discectomy surgery on the same disc. The last surgery was 3 years ago and I did have the sciatic nerve pain but it was much less severe and I was still able to be somewhat active and ride up until the surgery was performed. After the first surgery, the nerve pain was completely relieved and all pain gone, I healed well and was fine within 6 weeks to do normal activity. I waited 12 weeks to begin riding again just to make sure I was healed properly.
This time the sciatic pain is much, much worse almost debilitating. Before surgery, I could barely walk/stand without pulsating spasms down my leg. Now, after the surgery I do not have the severe pulsating spasms down the leg but still have stabbing spasms in the buttock. The Dr. says the nerve is irritated/damaged and must take time to heal maybe even months!!! I am freaked out by this considering I had the perception that this surgery would be like the last…pain free after the fact. It has been 2 weeks now since the surgery and I still can’t do many things or be very active. I know that this is not very long and I am probably being impatient, but I have no pain in my back whatsoever, it is only the nerve.
I am 25 yrs old and before the surgery I was riding up to 10 horses a day 6 days/week for a large h/j barn. My life went from extremely active to extremely inactive in the span of a week. Anyways, I have just been feeling depressed and down on myself about the whole ordeal. My riding had been progressing significantly and I was in wonderful shape, now my left leg is so weak that I can’t even stand on the ball of my foot w/o my leg quivering like a maniac! I feel so incompetent and useless, however it does make me feel better being able to post this here and get some things off of my chest. I am not one to complain usually and don’t like to bring others (friends/family/boyfriend) around me down so I just figured it might be better to post it all on here. I just can’t stand being so inactive!
Anyways, I could use any advice/suggestions to help the nerve heal quicker so I can get back to my normal life. I realize that time is the key here but I am just so frustrated! I would love to hear other stories from people who have gone through a similar experience as mine…love to hear how you coped or managed. I miss riding soo much… Even any advice on exercises I could be doing to build strength in my legs w/o re-injuring myself. Anything you post will be helpful to me! I know this is long, but thanks so much for reading/listening.