Oh boy. This is my topic and so near and dear to me.
About 5-6 years ago, I had a jumper that caused me to suffer 3-4 concussions within a year’s time (plus a bonus MCL injury that has never really healed). Each one wasn’t massive (no blacking out), but I was dazed, couldn’t remember walking out of the ring, and suffered drowsiness and headaches 24-48 hours afterwards. I went to the ER for each of them (at different hospitals), they did CT scans, deemed them concussions, otherwise I was OK and they sent me on my way.
I followed up with my GP. She told me “Karasha, you can’t fall off again, you understand? You have had so many concussions within a short amount of time, you need to seriously reconsider your sport.” Did I? No. But I took a year off.
What my doctors or trainer did not mention is what happens after a concussion. I struggled and nearly failed out of university. I could not remember a damn thing. The minute something entered my brain, I forgot it. I lost a lot of who I was afterwards.
After my year off, I started riding another horse. A prospect to buy to replace my other jumper. After a 2-3 months of riding him, we had a bad accident where we were coming up to a fence, he didn’t jump until the last minute, swam through the fence, fell straight on his face, and barrel-rolled with me. My mom, absolutely PETRIFIED, took me to the ER. Another concussion.
I quit riding for 2 years.
I am 25 years old, and I can’t remember anything prior to college. If you ask me anything about high school or earlier, it’s a big black hole in my life I can’t remember anything except a small minute here and there.
I am back to riding now. I have a new horse, who I feel very safe on and I have fallen off once, but it was very low drama and “safe”. You are damn right I second look at a 3’6" fence and think “If this goes to hell in a handbasket, what is going to happen to me?” before every one.