This is probably not where this thread belongs but I couldn’t decide where else to put it.
My dad was diagnosed with terminal cancer last November. He had chemo, radiation, and lots of other things but after Christmas his health began deteriorating rapidly. The hospital released him to home hospice care yesterday.
I am taking two weeks leave from work to go home to be with him and help my mother and sisters manage things. Having been there over the weekend I have realized that neither of my sisters is able to make any decisions, and my mom is barely holding it together.
I seem to be the only one not completely effected by my dad’s illness. Granted I’ve had 300 miles or so of separation and the distraction of the eventing season, but I feel like I should be more upset but I’m not. Maybe it will hit me later? I don’t know. I just feel like the only person bailing water in a sinking boat.
I guess I just needed to vent somewhere. Thanks guys.