Hi All,
I took a genetic test at CAMH (Center for Addiction and Mental Health in Toronto) which uses a cheek swab to recommend anti-depression/anxiety meds that will work best with your genetics.
The results categorize specific meds into “Use as Directed”, “Use with Caution” and “Use with Increased Caution and Monitoring”.
After being on 20 mg/day of SSRI (Cipralex aka Lexapro) for 8 years, that one is listed on the mid-range “Use with Caution”, so working with a GP I am tapering off of Cipralex to be able to start to take a (ideally lower dose) of one of the more recommended drugs! I made sure I was in a good place mentally before doing so - I was well-prepared and well informed.
All great so far, good team good info. Then I start tapering and holy hell this is a nightmare. Increased heart rate, anxiety, mood swings, irritability, muscle tension, panic, oh my!
I know this is normal, and I know it will suck for a while, but be better in the end. My questions, for those of you that have gone through it are:
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Any advice? Things you wish you’d have known ahead of time?
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Any hints on when I can expect these symptoms to abate? It does not seem to be consistent person to person based on my research.
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Any advice on what to tell people around me?
I know sometimes I am coming off like a crazy lady, but honestly I don’t want to tell everyone what’s up. I have a good solid base of people I am telling so they are aware/informed.
But the random other boarders at the barn, they do annoying stuff but I can tell I’m overreacting. Do I inform someone? Just keep my mouth shut and bear through it and hope I don’t do irreparable damage in the interim?
What about work and coworkers/bosses? I don’t think I’m obligated to tell them anything about my health but what if it begins affecting my work?
In the meantime I’m all over that self-care thread (well timed!) and working my steps that I know work hard. It just… well it kinda sucks.
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