I’m struggling to make the ‘right’ decision regarding my older horse with stringhalt. I usually lurk, but after searching through all the euthanasia threads I feel like each situation is so unique that I’d give posting a try. Its long- I’m sorry.
I own 2 older horses- a leftover from when my parents owned land and I was an active Pony Clubber. I’m not a horse person anymore, but I’m trying to keep my old guys comfortable in their retirement. One is a 23yo who developed severe stringhalt in 2008 (I’ve owned him since 1999). We had the tenectomy done, but it had almost no impact, and he has been only pasture sound since. His stringhalt is extreme- he kicks his belly with every step, ends up hopping every 3-4 steps b/c the leg won’t go down, and is affected at all gaits (though not quite so bad at trot/canter- his leg at least goes down regularly at the faster gaits). Mud and rainy conditions are harder on him and he stands in one spot more then. I had been saying I’d ‘wait til another leg went’ since he is operating on 3 good legs, but now I’m questioning if that is actually a kind endpoint for him. I don’t know if its humane to wait until he is unable to get up because he only has 2 working legs.
My current boarding situation is not an option after the summer, and it was pointed out to me that the best option for him might be euthanasia. He currently seems pasture sound, but his gait is so off (his stringhalt affects all gaits) that I can’t tell if there are any other lameness issues going on. He had hock and undiagnosed front-end issues before the stringhalt, now constantly has bog spavins on both hind legs and his front left is showing signs of wear (constantly stocked up, new splints showing up monthly). I’m worried about trailering him since he can’t always put his leg down when he wants to. I’m worried about putting him in a new herd. I’m honestly worried now about how humane it is to wait until a 2nd leg has a massive issue- is it right to wait until something happens and he literally can’t stand? Outside of the stringhalt, he is pretty healthy (other than being old and needing tons of grain to keep weight).
And as horrible as it is, there is also a financial aspect to this. I was getting an amazing deal at my current barn, and boarding him (+other horse) at equal care will cost at least twice what I’d been paying. Finding that $ in the budget is incredibly difficult. If it were just finding him a pasture to chill out in, that might be different, but he has never been an easy keeper and needs a lot of grain.
I’ve been hunting for board options that I can afford- getting the same level of care will be an extreme financial strain (and current level of care is a safe pasture and lots and lots of grain). Rehoming isn’t an option- if I can’t care for my lame, elderly pet, why would anyone else? I’ve looked for the ‘quiet companion horse’ homes and there just aren’t any here.
So, end point of this long story: What is a reasonable endpoint for a horse with severe stringhalt when you don’t have a back pasture to retire them to? I don’t want to be the ‘convenient euthanizer’, but is that what this would be?
I tried working through on my own, but apparently I can cry buckets and still not make a decision. I’m hearing conflicting viewpoints in the real world, so despite my general fear of flames, I wanted to see what the COTH community would do in this situation. If you read through to the end, thank you for taking the time.