I have been putting this off since January. It still hurts just to type the words.
After a very complicated fall and winter, my big guy lost the battle with on-again, off-again lameness. The deciding factor was finding a piece of his coffin bone had actually fractured sometime between October (images done to confirm abscess) and January (images re-done to check abscess).
I am finally to the point where I think I can sort through my trailer. I have several items I plan to keep, but I am truly debating on what to do with my saddles. I was originally planning on horse shopping again later this summer but spoiler alert…I’m pregnant. While I’m starting to get excited for this next chapter of life, I find myself mourning not just the loss of my horse, but the loss of my horse-related identity. This is the first time in over 20 years I haven’t owned a horse. I haven’t even been near one since the day we buried Sky. So reality is, I won’t be shopping until next year, and I have two VERY nice saddles just sitting in my trailer, probably covered with mildew at this point. One is a unique monoflap jump saddle and the other is a County dressage saddle that I adore, but it is a N/MN tree and I’m pretty sure the chances of me getting another horse that it fits are not very good.
Blankets, bridles, boots…I’m keeping the majority of them as they’re easily stored and kept cleaned, but the thought of two expensive, lovely saddle just rotting away in my trailer makes me cringe. WWYD?