Pre-warning for not a very pleasent subject.
I know this is one of those freak occurrences that even the very experienced vet who attended wasn’t prepared for. But it really hit home how important it is to have a backup, even when it feels unnecessary and over the top.
One of my in-laws retired broodmares was living with a friend. The mare has gone through about 20 lives so far on things that should have killed her but never have. One of those times was contracting colitis. 3 weeks in hospital and nearly losing her a dozen times, she came home only to land back in hospital after getting an infection where her catheter had been. Another week and a half where we were sure she wasn’t going to pull through, she came home to live the life of luxury as a nanny and companion. My friend lost her old boy and I offered her the mare to go live there to help fill the void a little.
On Sunday she had a bit of odd discharge from her nostril and was off her feed. After a dose of bute she perked right up and was fine until last night. She was a little flat again and my friend kept an eye on her overnight. This morning she didn’t want to come up for her feed so my friend went down to give her another dose of bute. All was fine for another hour until the mare went through a fence and suddenly collapsed.
She had blood pouring out of her nostrils and mouth, thrashing around, and looking very neurological. I got out there as soon as the vet did and we struggled to get some pain relief into her because her veins are so bad. Not to mention her thrashing around. The mare collapsed after getting up and down a few times and I made the decision to euthanize her.
Only this time we couldn’t get a vein. Anywhere. After two lots of IM sedation and praying it would work, she finally went down and didn’t get back up but was still struggling a lot. I didn’t get out of the way quick enough and her head got me right in the face. I’m going to have a black eye from it,
My poor vet was distraught. The only place he didn’t try was the vein under her tongue, which we couldn’t safely get to due to the blood and her struggling. He was on the phone to his head vet who was out of ideas and couldn’t get a hold of the person they get to shoot animals. Our only other option was exsanguination but we couldn’t sedate her enough for that. Then the mare’s bleeding got worse and she passed on her own.
It was one of the most horrific euthanasia experiences I’ve ever had to go through. My vet who is very experienced said he’s never had anything like this happen before in his 25 years of practice. He’s never not been able to get a vein somewhere, even if it’s in an awkward place. Laws here restrict the use of high-powered rifles and while my husband is licensed, we don’t keep any at home because of my father in laws mental health. My husband is also interstate and while I know how to do it and correct placement, I don’t think I could bring myself to shoot my own horse. I now have five local people who are able to shoot livestock in my phone in case this ever happens again.
It’s an awful reminder that things can go horribly wrong no matter how experienced the person is. Out of all the peaceful and easy euthanasia’s I’ve seen over the years, it only takes one to ruin it all.