Probably not the best way to start posting here, but this forum caught my eye.
I have not ridden in 10 months.
I have not been in a terrible horse-related crash, or any kind of horse-related crash. But I’m on meds that have left me couch bound for days and parts of days. I have a horse that needs to be in work when he’s in work. He’s not the type of horse you can hop on whenever you feel like it and canter around the field on a long rein, unless you like landing in the dirt. He’s actually a wonderful horse, but he needs someone who can take charge and be alert and confident. He doesn’t need physical strength to be ridden but incentive, which I don’t have. He’s been hanging out in the field with his buddies during this time and is happy as a clam.
I’m on a couple of medications. They help but they also cause a lot of problems. One causes fatigue, and another hypersensitivity. Without the second I don’t even have the energy to get out of bed or off the couch. Tried going off meds gradually last year and had 2 good months before a bad (emotional) crash. Am going to a new doctor this week to try new options.
These meds have given me an idea of what fibromyalgia is like, and those who suffer from it and any chronic pain have my deepest sympathies.
I just wanted to vent and see if anyone was in the same or similar boat.