Maybe therapy would be a better outlet than this message board if you truly are suffering from guilt. You seem extremely consumed by this, and just the negativity flowing through these all posts all day every single day can’t be good for you, or anyone. I don’t think I have ever seen such a hateful thread on this board on all my time here. From so many posters.
If hating on someone this much or dwelling on a terrible situation brings you joy, you gotta question if that is really the direction you wanna go. Mentally, that much negativity feeds on you. It truly does.
I’m not trying to start an argument or anything, it just seems these threads really are just arguing in circles, nasty, rude, hateful, condescending comments non stop. It’s drowning in hate. From all sides.