Last winter thanks in large part to support from COTH I finally went to my doc to get help for my depression. He put me on Cipralex and it has done wonders for me ever since.
Realistically I know there will still be some bad day but unfortunately a couple of bad days hit me hard this week. Even including some thoughts of a unhealthy coping mechanism I haven’t done in years and haven’t thought about since the meds first started working. I know a big part of the problem is that I’m so used to thinking negatively it’s a bit of a habit. Clearly it is ridiculous to think your friends don’t like you just because you always seem to have to message them first to chat online.
The other night a friend asked if I had ever thought of trying CBT. I don’t know much about it. I’m a bit skeptical, and also I hate talking to people (especially about my depression) insert whiney “I don’t wanna!” here
I know in order to get to where I want in life I need to be able to handle things better. I want to be able to afford to move out and still keep a horse. In order to do that I need to go back to school PT so I can get a better job and I’m just not there yet. I think I realize I’m gonna have to do something more then just meds in order to get there (but I really REALLY don’t want to).
So… long explanation for a short question. Does CBT actually work?
So glad to have my sweet goofy awesome horse. He is just what I needed this week to keep a couple of Bad days from turning into a lot of bad days.